I have been feeling like shit a lot. I think about myself.
Why am I like this. Why do I do all of this.
It’s frustrating to see myself. I want to improve.
I want to be a better me. Yet I fail at it.
It takes time I know but I can’t wait for it. What am I really supposed to be.
Having all these personas and all these fucking actions I make.
And I say I wanna change? Bullshit.
I wanna wipe myself clean.
To be a better me.