Layer Log XXXIII - I wanna do more

February 13th, 2025

layer XXXII < || > layer XXXIV

So I wanna do more stuff now. Anything I can do. I do wanna make my own comics n shit.
I got more into 3D modelling now and I wanna just do some game modding for shit like Doom. I just lost motivation.
Now I’m close to getting a job and I wanna do everything I can so I can feel complete. I wanna do more shit to show myself off. I wanna do something. I wanna do something good.

I feel like my life is having purpose. I don’t want my life just to be pointless. Especially the shit going on right now, I wanna do some kind of change. With myself and to others, I wanna do something. I’m tired of slacking off. I’m young and I got enough time but I just wanna do something. I’m tired of getting shit on because I don’t do shit. They don’t know me. They act they do. I know who the fuck I am and I’m gonna do shit what I want and how I want it done.

I don’t wanna say my plans because I wanna do something that I wanna see if it works with me before I show it off to people. I need the time and patience of myself to move forward. No rushing and no dumb shit.