I realized bitching and crying my sensitive ass about it isn’t gonna help.
Its clear she isn’t into me anymore and I gotta accept it.
I actually felt free because I was just trapping myself in a small box of my guilts.
Then I realized. I can’t cry forever and keep feeling like shit about it.
So I kept saying it and eventually I accepted it.
I know theres a better girl. I just gotta wait.
I felt like we were going too fast. Especially her and me.
Then we just fell apart quickly. I still had feelings but I know that she isn’t getting them back soon.
Now no more bitching and more tech work.
I’m happy